For this to come from you, I have never foreseen. I’ve looked up to you with so much pride and confidence, thinking you would never go astray. What, with your given condition, I expected carpe diem from you. And unfortunately enough, carpe diem is what I get.

I feel betrayed, I’m at a loss for words. My worst suspicions have been deemed correct, and I will ever regret the moment I knew the truth. For the truth wounded me so deep, the healing will be long, and forgetting will be near impossible. But it’s been said and done, and the only way to get along is to grasp what I have learned, hug it with all its awfulness and glide aloof.

I had let this go once. I will do it again. And I always will.

There are moments when you feel empty, blocks of void fill you up, filling you up with nothing. You take a pause from your sad habitual life and get to assess your life. And then, bam, it hits you, your life is not what you planned to be.

You feel betrayed. And it hurts to know you were betrayed by you. You had a lot of plans lined up but nothing seemed to work. And then you question yourself, what have you done wrong? Of course you know the answer but you let it pass, thinking there will always be a second chance.

And then the curtain closes in on you. You’re left out with nothing, and then you move on with your sorry life carrying that heavy baggage with you everywhere you go.

Had a very great time with my high school friends. There are times when Twitter’s 140 character limit is just too short for all the emotions to be contained, hence, this text post.

• MOVIE FREAKING MARATHON. As in marathon talaga. We usually have a hard time agreeing to watch a movie and this time I think we agreed on four! (Kidding. Compromises were made, sneers and “hmphs” were exchanged lol)
• BASTUSIN MO AKO 101. Hello Jp, Gai and Sir Jonas!
• EAT. One moment I was cleaning my plate full, then the next thing I know food’s being served again. I might have gained a few grams. Chos anorexic lang ang peg.
• PINEAPPLE PUNCH AND GINACOLAIT.
• JACKfuckingASS 3D!!! It wasn’t just the disgust that made me cringe, it was the curses we freaking shouted and the arms squeezed that almost bled.
• It was an overnight. Not a sleepover. Well it is for Christell who slept at like, 12mn?
• There are people who know what you’re thinking without even you saying a word. I have the best bunch last night around me.

The day was just too fun not to be posted.