July 2011
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And just like that, it's over.
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It still gives me the butterflies.
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063011 - Asdfghjkl
I’m always asking for too much, I know that. I ask for so much I am always crushed. I always ended up hurt. I always end up all alone.
Sometimes I even think that nobody will ever like me, with this kind of life I’m living. I’m even afraid that I’ll grow old alone, taking care of the children of my friends or my brother, envying my best friends having the time of their...
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I'm a happy girl today. You told your stories...
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072611 - The effort
Got a call from Sarah at 11 asking me to come to UST so that we can go at their place. My mind was debating its self whether i’ll be going or not. I ended up taking a bath and going anyway at 12.
12:30 and I was at UST. We had this very meaningful talk if we’ll still be pushing through or not. We didn’t. I was home by 1.
Oh, the joy.
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072511 - Today I angered someone. He walked out....
He said we were close. So I thought we were. I asked things that close people ask each other. He walked out. I guess we’re not that close.
My conscience bothered me, asking myself what I had done. If this is what I am now, that kind of person who doesn’t even set boundaries. Asking things like if he wears boxers when buying at sari-sari stores when he’s in Doha. (He spent a...
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And this all I swear. Goodbye now.
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Understatements and Bottomlines
Today I got to talk with Margaret, Jesica, Jp and tita Thet. We never really got the chance to talk again as serious as this until earlier.
Well, we talked about relationships and love still undecided and denied. I learned a lot. Talking with them feels like everything is as easy as 1-2-3. When really, “finding another fish in the sea” does not mean putting a bait and getting a fish...
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Well, day turned out stupendous but for one reason. I flunked my Philosophy quiz as expected. What’s embarrassing is the fact that our professor had to let us check each other’s papers. Knowing my answers were all made up, I want to dig a hole that very moment and bury myself in it. What makes a thing a thing? Gosh why did I even came up with thingness.
Geography was fun. Whispering...
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That was gross.
This is a friendly reminder to my intellectual mind.
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Fun
I don’t care about you. Fun!!!!!
Fitness routine. Fun.
Mommy problems. Not fun.
Stayed up late. Fun.
Class picture. Half half.
Drank. But had the control to just drink one bottle. Fun.
Instamax photo. Fun.
FUN FUN FUN FUCK YEAH.
I posted in bullets just because I have to study. SO NOT FUN!!
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Plans
Does it do any good when you plan? Well for me, plans never fall as planned. I have a lot of plans in my life now but all of them seem to be a big blur to me. Taking steps toward my goals isn’t really one of the easiest things to do in my damned life.
They say plans take you far. Though others say plans are usually uncalled for. It’s better to do things right then and there. Do what...
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“hehehe”
– Lord Voldermort (via kunwaridalaga)
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HP 7.2
I laughed at Angela who cried like a freaking baby. But when Snape died and when memories were placed at the Pensieve, tears motherfuckingly flowed from my eyes. The audience weren’t as responsive though! They might have not read the book what the fuck. I was all emotions when watching the movie mother fuckers
OMG i still can’t believe it’s all over. Can’t Rowling just...
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My Harry Potter Story
I have been an HP hater all my life. Until 2010 came. Deathly Hallows Part 1 was set available to the public eye and I saw its trailer. As usual, I was all “eww.”
I have been an HP hater all my life. Until I read the books. Every end of the page makes you want to turn for more. In fact I read the whole series in a span of a week. Thank God He created boredom. Because if He...
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Hugs
I hate hugs. They make you feminine and emotionally needy. It’s time-eating and gross most especially when you just finished your PE class or you ran that extra kilometer. I’m not at all emotional. I’m a tough buff.
But I love it when I get a hug from someone who I don’t usually get a hug from. Or hugging that person you’ve been planning to do so for quite some time...
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Unbearable
Today I failed my second quiz. (Well, the results weren’t given yet but I am very sure of it) The quiz is for Philosophy. My schedule for Philosophy is 5:30 to 7PM making it my last subject for Tuesdays and Thursdays. This fact makes me look to the windows desperately crying to God to let time fly fast.
I listen to all my classes. Except for this one. The feeling of wanting to come out of...
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Fall down
Today I flunked my first ever quiz in college. You know those type of tests wherein there are multiple choices and you think of them as a piece of cake and then you started choosing with mini-mini-miney-moes because they look oh-so-easy and you pass the paper? My Algebra quiz was like that.
Ever since I existed, math and I have never been good friends. I like him/her desperately but he/she...
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Ma'am Dumawal: Parents' orientation kanina ah. Kaninong magulang ang nagpunta?
*few hands flew up in the air and she started to write*
Jim: Shet may plus points! Shall we lie?
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What I want
Well my life isn’t really a purpose-driven one so I’ll desperately try to make a list of my goals in life
Travel around the world
Have lots and lots of clothes and look good in all of them
Have a room-full of shoes in sizes 5-6
Uhmm lose belly fat? I sound like a conscious teenager. I am not.
Figure out the step I’ll take after college? I’m not really sure of my future...
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No one ever gave a flower before. Much more a...
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So I have a cold and colds are related to noses...
So what do I like about Harry Potter’s life?
You get to try to kill a very badass wizard who doesn’t even have a nose all your life
I mean seriously, Voldemort is the only villain without a nose but he still can “villain” out
Who uses the word villain anyways? Power puff.
And when you get to kill him, you name your kids with weirdly-combined names.
And people wonder...
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Peculiar friendships
We fight, and then we’re okay. We fight, and then we’re okay. We fight, and then we’re okay. We fight, and then we’re okay. It’s like a very big two-part cycle.
I believe in the power of quarrels and fights. Without them, relationships wouldn’t be as strong as what they are now. Don’t worry too much when you get in to a fight. Be happy that you’re...
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070611 - Woody
Gail: Mamamatay na si E****!
Me: Knock on wood.
*Gail knocks on plastic desk*
Me: Hindi yan wood!
Gail: 'Yun nga e.
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070611 - Goodbyes are not goodbyes after all
This day started with McDo fries and dripping sweat. A bad hair day too. Went to class and good, even great, quiz results for three subjects.
Globe’s signal in St. Raymund’s building literally sucks. I tried “trying to send my message again” for 50 consecutive times. I was clicking mad the retry button but that single text didn’t even pass through!
Let’s skip...
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070411 - Fast decisions make fast mistakes
I don’t know if this is too fast but I liked you. Emphasize on the past tense, yes. Talking to you every single day for the past few weeks had been time-eating but fun. It even came to the point that I go online just to talk to you.
But there’s a but. I don’t like you now(?) Medyo nakakasawa na e? Uhm, ang ganda ko lang. I don’t know. There are things I have in mind....
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Confoundingly perplexed
I want strangers to read my blog and enjoy it. It makes me feel appreciated, whatever. That giddy feeling I get when my online counter turns to be more than one. But when it comes to the people I know, I don’t really want them to know my life. It’s personal!!!
I’m complicated, I know.
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070411 - Misfits
I was having a dream when I heard the motor engine starting up. Emitting smoke, I coughed. I was still caught in between consciousness and unconsciousness. I was still drooling dreamily when I looked at the clock of my phone. Putang ina, I literally said. It’s already 7 and my class starts at 7. Oh fuck fuck fuck.
I alarmed my phone at 5AM. It alarmed as soon as I opened my eyes as if...
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Aloneness
I hate it when I feel empty. When all my failures and misfits come in one gush of emotion. Then I’m just there, sitting, empty. Maybe it’s because of tiredness, or maybe it’s because of not doing anything at all. Maybe this empty feeling comes to remind us that we were once happy and now we’re not. We are capable of being happy and that is a good thing.
Sometimes I feel...
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070211 -Today's ups and downs
Getting up today was one of the greatest challenges my sixteen years of existence has ever faced. It was like all the tiredness and pain my body have ever taken was all wrapped up in one morning. Pain was ubiquitous.
The morning was psychedelic. A prickly irritating amount of sunlight came after the energy-taking torrents of rain. We practiced for our Fitness presentation and all of our brain...
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I hate that feeling
The feeling of being cornered and having no place else left to go. That feeling when you don’t know what to paint on your face because whatever you do you’ll get caught anyway.
I hate lying as much as possible. But lies help.
